Welp things are slowly getting better. Today afterschool my mother and I made up so were good now. We made an agreement that she wouldn't ask so many questions and i wouldn't get an attitude w/ her. I came home and took a nap and around 630ish I picked Krista up and we went to McDonalds and got parfaits and then went to Value City to look for Converse and such. After that we went to MMJr and it was perty good for a BCP play, I really enjoyed it. Good Job to everyone in it! It was Krista, Chelsie, Ryan, and Staci and Mr. Baird and I in one row, in another row was Adam and Josh. Wow it was quite humorous the 2nd act b/c they sat right behind us, I couldn't stop laughing, lol. Funny Stuff I tell ya! So afterwards I went to Kristas just to talk and such. I'm sorry George for not calling you about tonight, I got to Kristas around 1030 and my mother wanted me home around 1130 so I couldn't have really done ne thing. I'm really sorry!

Welp everyone I'm out, I get to sleep in tomorrow!!!! Woop Woop!

Lesley

P.s. And I didn't write twice today.... lol

Hmmm well lets see.... today I'm perty sure sucked. So the day started out horrible b/c i got into an argument with my mother. We've been fighting for about 2 days nows and she barley talks to me. After that on our way to school we hit a train. So we sat there for awhile then went down temperance. We were pulling in the school driveway around 721. I usually park by the choir room but I wasn't gonna make it to G hall in 4 min. So I parked in the back. So the social studies part of the test was interesting, wasn't to hard i guess. The rest of the day went normally. I bought the prom ticket today in lunch, that was exciting. Yea today just sucked.

So I still haven't gotten a letter back from Seth yet. I wonder if he even read it. He prolly read it and hates my guts and I definatly don't want that b/c I don't want to lose a friend. Lets just go w/ the idea that he hasn't read the letter yet.... So tonight I think I"m going to MMJr. I hope its good, I havent' really seen music man b4, just little bits and pieces. But anywayz, I think I'm gonna go take a nap or something.

Lesley

Well things lately have been decent but not wonderful. My mother is upset w/ me. This morning I woke up and asked her to iron my clothes like usual and then went to take a shower and came back and asked if she ironed them and she said no and that I woudl have to. "You treat me like crap, you don't tell me ne thing, you only want me around when you need something" etc. etc. "Your life as you now know it is over"......... ummmm thanx mom i love you too! I think she is just upset b/c i dont' tell her a lot about stuff going on in my life. I was writing a serious letter to seth expressing my feelings that few know, and she was nagging me to let her read it. She doesn't understand that somethings i like to keep personal. But I guess you'll have that. But anywayz seth hasn't written me back yet so he prolly hates me, yg was decent today, there were a lot of ppl singing! We had 1 guy for like 7 girls. Tomorrow I'm going to see MMJr, that shall be fun lol. But anywayz, I don't knwo what to say.....

lesley

Well I just drained my brain in writing a letter to Seth explaining how inconsiderate I was in neglecting ot tell him about prom. I feel like such a horrible person. I explained so much to him, so much I haven't told a lot of people. I hope he will forgive me....

Well today after school Liz, Chelsie, Adam, and I went to Richards music to look for sheet music. I got some music I wanted a while ago. I wanted them for last years Soiree tryouts! After that I came home slept for a half hour and then went and got inducted in the German National Honor Society. That was exciting!

So today during school I sang w/ the Jazz band during 4b and 5b. 4b was a lot of fun and 5b was a lot of fun too. But according to some people in 5b I shoudl "get off the stage" and "turn off the cd player". Thanx a lot for everyone who stood up for me, especially chelsie who used the f word for me :-D. I don't know where people get off, what did I ever do to them???? I must need more practice, lol.

Welp I'm out!
Lesley

Today was a very sucessful day. Chelsie, Her Mom, My Mom, and I went to Great Lakes Crossing today and went dress shopping! It was such an interesting day. We talked so much about prom and how things have changed over the years. Chelsie she's such an OLD BAT!lol. That original! But anywayz Chelsie and I both found our prom dresses. Were so excited and a little bit nervous. Welp we both have to go get shoes and accessoires yet too, so that shall be exciting! So after the loooong ride home arguing and talking w/ parents I came home and then went to kristas to show my dress to holly and her. They really liked it so that made me happy. After Holly left Krista adn I went walking down her street and the street next to hers. That was really nice just to talk about stuff. So now I'm home and I'm bored and I have to take meaps in teh morning whcih makes me frown!

So yea I would love to know who all reads my blog just to see who actually reads my babble. Just like say somethign and leave ur name! Thanx a lot! (i got the idea from steves blog...thanx)

Lesley

Wow today was so much fun! So I woke up feeling like crap and such and had to go to a baton compeition. That was interesting. So I twirled blah blah and then I came home and waited for Janette to get back. After Janette was back her and I went to briarwood mall and went prom dress shopping. That was soooo much fun, I relaly really enjoyed spending the day w/ her just one on one. We talked a lot and I learned a lot about her and a lot about myself. Well after we found crap at briarwood mall and after we went looking for bridal shops which were closed we went to Panera Bread and just stayed there for about an hour and chilled. So we went back to her house and I became the parallel parking queen! :-D. So after that I called my mother and she watned me to go look at davids bridal adn the mall real quick, so I called chels and both of us went over there and found crap! Woop Woop. So after that we went to Mikes. That was soooo much fun! I enjoy going over to Mikes so much. Ya gotta love being the last one to put a finger down during the question game or what. I felt so innocent and naive. But anywayz after that spin the bottle came up and I didn't play b/c I want my first kiss to be meaning full and not b/c of a game. So it was Me, Joy, Adam and Adam not playing. Were the cool kids, lol! After that the party kinda slowed down and Janette and I went outside and talked for a bit and then we went back in and Chels and I left b/c we had to get going ne wayz. But anywayz today was a wonderout day! Thanxeveryone for a great time!

Lesley

P.s. I love you Janette!

So today was quite an exciting day. I got asked to prom by Adam/Ron Jones, and of course I said yes. I am really excited to go to prom. I just wish my mother wasn't so uptight about it. She really wanted me to go w/ Seth and when I told her today she was like okay whatever, seth is gonna be crushed. I feel bad as it is mom, can't you understand why I want to go w/ Adam. She isn't understanding at all. I'm glad my brother is happy for me though. He's happy that I'm going to prom and he was like I can't wait to develop those pictures.... my little sister is going to prom.... I'm so excited. I love my brother, he actually understands me unlike my mother. Well anywayz, afterthat the day went ok, I kinda felt sick all day but I guess you'll have that. My govt teacher, Mr. Tienviery, is so crazy, I tell him how I have to go and practice w/ the Jazz Band and he's like "are you that bad that you need to practice that much??" I was like " well you shoudl come to the homeroom assemblys next wednesday and find out yourself!" errrrrrr. Thanx George for sticking up for me today! But anywayz, I think tonight I may go to kristas w/ friends and sit on the roof again, and then tomorrow I got a baton competition, and then maybe dress shopping w/ Janette, and then to Mikes Party. Hopefully my mother will let me go dress shopping now.... ERR!

Love Ya!
Lesley

Well today was a wonderous day!!!!! I woke up late so I had to rush this morning to get to Janettes. It was Janette, Bobbo, George, Becky, Ron, and I who went to the movies. We saw Connie and Carla. The coolest movie ever! It rocked hardcore!! Afterwards we went to Taco Bell and such and then went back over to Janettes to watch another movie. First we watched 7 brides for 7 brothers. That was an intersting movie.... I really liked the dancing!! After that we watched Robin Williams live on Broadway. Funniest movie ever. After that I went to yg and the yg praise team definatly rocked tonight! Sanctuary was so cool b/c at sometimes we had 4 part harmany and it actually sounded really really good! It made me smile :-D.

Well its 945 now and I am just thinking about prom and such. I'm getting worried b/c i really dont' know what to do. I have 1/2 of my friends saying do this and 1/2 of my friends saying do that. ????? I dont' know what to do ??????

Welp anywayz I'm out!

Lesley

Well today was a fun filled day. Well during 1st and 2nd hour we didn't do that much, we actually sang in choir today which was exciting! So during 3rd hour we were writing programs for our calculators and it was dead silent and my frecking phone rings!!!! Wow! I was so embarssed, I just looked and my bad and gave a worried look and he's like "well answer it" lol then was like "what in the heck kind of ringer is that" lol. I'm really glad he joked about it b/c I was so scared. Of course it was my mom calling me lol. But anywayz half of 5th hour i went to practice w/ the jazz band and such, and @1 oclock all teh students came into the audiotorium and the BHS Jazz Band played for them and I got to sing a songw/ them whch was excitign! Wow Jon Hendricks is amazing, all the people from Murphys were awesome as well! I am so glad I got the oppurtunity to hear them play and such! Welp I'm out

Lesley

Hello! I'm Back! Wow Spring Break was a blast!I had the most fun ever. Everything went great, I got along w/ everyone. I don't know why I was ever worried about not fitting in and such. I felt I fit in with everyone and that I wasn't ever in a set group which was good and bad at times. But yea I feel as if I am closer to everyone in soiree which really makes me happy. Of course I got really burnt @ Cocoa beach which rocks hardcore, it really hurts, but its gonna be worth it in the end.

But anywayz going back to school was rough, I had homework which I didn't finish and such so I'm gonna get a late grade on a project in math. I'm starting to really worry about prom. I truly don't know what to do. Will everyone pleez leave comments on what you think would be best for me to do!

Well anywayz today i came home and went to take a nap @ 330 and didn't get up till 730, wow, that was nice. Tomorrow Jon Hendricks is coming in to perform for some classes and the Jazz band is playing. I get to sing a song w/ them which rocks! Next wednesday Jazz band is going to play for the homerooms so I get to sing both songs, maybe not in all hours but I will sing both songs I guess.

Welp I out, Love Ya All!!!!

Lesley

Ok so defiantly only 10 hours till I'll be at the airport!!! Wooo! I'm sooo excited. Were gonna have so much fun in Florida its not even funny. I don't even know what to type I'm so excited!!!

But today I woke up to a bunch of easter candy which was exciting. We took my mother to the airport around 2 and then after we dropped her off went to Meijer and got last minute things for Florida. I came home, finished packing, and then cleaned my room. I've listented to nothing but Wicked all day today and it rocks hardcore!!!! Woop Woop. But anywayz, I'm gonna miss everyone not going to Florida! Have a great Spring Break and Stay Safe!!!! Leave me some notes so i can look forward to reading them when i get home! Love you all!!

Lesley

P.S. Call me: 41*-351-0755

Yesterday was so much fun! So around 2 oclock i went to IHOP w/ Krista and Holly and then we went to the mall real quick. After that I came home and packed for a bit. So I get a call from Chelsie about going to Mikes, then I talk to Liz about going to Mikes. So we decide to go to Mikes. Chelsie and I go past his house a couple times b/c we werent sure if ne one was there, but we get there and George tells us to kidnap dan. So Chelsie, Liz, and I go and kidnap Dan. So we get back and we started into the game Tripoplay, it was Chelsie, Mark, Janette, Adam, and I playing. It was alot of fun. Adam was the first one out so he got attached to playing Life next. Life was a lot of fun!!! We need to make the new Life though! I had 5 kids! lol. But anywayz I had a lot of fun. So I took ppl home then got home and I got a lecture from my parents. They were pissed. I was home 15 min past curfew and I took to many ppl home. I promised my brother I wouldn't be late ne more b/c he doesn't like all the fighting that goes on.

So now its Sunday and my mother is going to be leaving soon for the airport. I'm soooo excited for Florida now!!!!! This time tomorrow we'll be in Disney! Yea!!!!

Lesley

P.s. I have fell in love w/ Wicked!

Today was good day. I got to sleep in till 1245 which was wonderful and then around 3 Chelsie and I went to the mall. We didn't really find ne thing but it was still fun to go. After that we went to Kristas and hung out and stuff so that was cool. Its good to be home though, I really need to start packing for florida! Tomorrow my mom and I are gonna go shopping one last time for capris and also shirts. I dont' know what to bring exactly. Should I bring like sweatshirts and stuff???? Oh Well, but anywayz I'm off to Bed, Nighty NIght!

Lesley

Today was a decent day. I got to school and it was a perty pointless day. We did nothign all day. I totally slept during homeroom and also my 5th hour, it was quite refreshing. During 7th hour I went to the choir room w/ Chelsie, Becky, Bobbo, and Liz. That was fun. After that I went home and I took a nap till 5 then went to McDonalds for the Ryan and Vanessa scholorship fundraiser thing. I saw tons of ppl I knew there. After that I went to yg and ended up singing and yg was a lot of fun. So after that I went to Kristas and that was fun till my mother called me pissed. I guess I forgot to tell her I was going to Kristas. "Everyone online prolly knows ur going to kristas b/c thats where you always are" ..... me: "actually mom I came home slept...." Oh Well life goes on. But anywayz I'm out!

Lesley

Well today has been a good day. Started out rough b/c I was sick and I had a test in Am. Govt which I had no clue on. Mr. T. thinks we know everything....errrrr. But anywayz after school around 4 my mother and I went shopping. That went really well! I found a lot of stuff for spring break! I got 3 pairs of shorts, 3 shirts, and also a pair of roxy flip flops! I haven't been able to find a pair of roxy flip flops that fit so that was a plus. I came home and worked on my math paper which is due tomorrow.

I am so excited for spring break. It is gonna be so much fun!

Lesley

Well Well Soiree concert was toinght, that went really well i believe. I'm starting to get excited for SB! I bought shorts today for the trip so that was cool! But yea after the concert there was a meeting and that was butt long but it was very helpful. So I got home and Seth asked me to prom. I'm not sure if I want to go to prom. I have to see what all my friends are doing. But I said that I'd have to see what my friends were doing b4 i agreed to go w/ ne one.

But anywayz I have a buttload of homework!!!!!!

Lesley

So its 345 and I need to clean my room, but I'm to lazy. I'm just so down in the dumps. Today I felt sick and I just didn't feel good all day. During 2nd hour we had to run our show and usually I'm all perky and such and all willing to do it for everyone. Today I just didn't feel like it, I didn't feel like smiling or being perky. I find it hard to smile day after day. It just keeps getting harder. I have no reason to smile. Nothing is going good, nothing is worth lt. I don't even know what to say I can't explain it. I'm so frusterated w/ myself. I'm frusterated w/ prom. I'm confused w/ everything going on in my life. I just want it to end.

Welp I'm home, showcase is over, kinda depressing but not really. This year was a great showcase I enjoyed it so much! So after showcase a bunch of us went to steak and shake, that was cool. After I took ppl home I came home and ended up going to hollys later. So now I'm home getting yelled at by my mother b/c I went throought a lot of money this week blah blah blah. If she didn't want me going thorugh money, you obviusly shoudln't give it to me. Let me get a job. Oh and I need to go shopping for short for Florida b/c the ones from last summer don't fit b/c I'm a COW! So i'm gonna go spend all the money there. So my mom is pissed. Errrrr.

Anywayz I hate guys, I think they shoud all dissaper. If guys were non existant girls wouldn't be depressed, girls wouldn't worry about what they looked like, things woudl just be a lot easier. Life frusterates me. Well anyway heres a verse in a song that I've been listening to non stop b/c it just realtes to how i feel right now so much.

sometimes life brings more pain than we can bear alone
when hope is gone and i have no strength to stand on my own
when nothing helps there's nothing that i can do
you surround me and show me i belong to you

when love is gone, there's no arms to run to anymore
i'm all alone there's no one for me to live for
letting go of the things i've always clung to
that's when i need to feel that i belong to you

Well this weekend has been quite busy, but a lot of fun. Yesterday was ACTs and they went decently, they were harder than I expected but I guess you'll have that. Well I had to take my ACTs at Emmanuel Baptist where I didn't think I knew ne one. I walked in and I knew Sean Ray and then later I saw Dan and Phillip. That made me happy. After the ACTs Phillip and Dan invited me to go Taco Bell w/ them. That was fun. "Use your Stomach, Nacho mind.

Well when I got home my mother and I went shopping and I bought 2 bathing suits, some spring break stuff, and makeup. That was exciting. I can't wait to go shopping some more! I got home and got ready for showcase. Everything went decently for showcase, I had a lot of fun. Afterwardz we went to Red Robin. I had so much fun! And later I was so proud of myself b/c I broke the law, I definatly didn't get home till 1245 and my curfew is 12 woop woop, I'm a rebel!

Welp I got to go get ready for showcase once again! Luv Ya!

Lesley

So its 1215 and I just got home 15 min ago. I was just gonna go to bed but I thought I woudl write a post. Showcase went well, the finale was so much fun though even though we totally screwed it up! Wow Great Times, I hope we do that everynight! But afterwardz a bunch of us went to the "bait shop" as I've learned. It was a lot of fun! Well anywayz I have ACTs in the morning at 8 @ Emmanuel Baptist, rar. Welp I'm out!

Nighty Night

Lesley

Hey Hey well its 530 and I'm bored out of my mind. Afterschool I stayed after to study for the ACT's and that went decetnly I guess. I'm gonna get to showcase tonight at 7, I'm kinda excited but not really. I just hope I can make all my costume changes! Welp I posted a new Song of the Moment, It was song of the week but I didn't change it weekly, lol. I really really like this song, sometimes it just nails how i feel right on the button, its nice to know that other ppl know how i feel. Welp anywayz I'm out, cya at showcase.

Lesley

Wow I am tired! I got back from showcase around 9 and now I'm just online doing nothing. Practice has been going decently, a lil rough, but its gonna be great. I'm surprisingly in a lot of things so its exciting! I wish I just didn't have to get up tomorrow, lol, I'm so tired. I have to go though b/c of soiree. 8 days.... SPRING BREAK.woo hoo. That should be exciting!

Well today after school I went bowling for the foreign language thing and I sucked, lol. I got to strikes in a row once but I only ended up getting a 60 something. I got second to last so it isn't as bad as last hehe.

What else to talk about... umm..... Prom. I don't think I'm gonna go, I dont' know many of my friends who are going so I dont' think I plan on going, if someone asks me I may think about it but if my friends aren't going I'm not going b/c I wont' have fun w/o them! Someone did ask me to prom but we kinda decided it woudl be better if we wait b/c we barley knew eachother, he seemed really nice though.

Ok Time for Bed!

Lesley