Wow, Les Mis is definatly over, It really stinks b/c now I dont' have a life and now I don't get to see the people from Les Mis as much. Of course there is Showcase coming up but it just isn't as exciting as a musical. I feel as if Les Mis should just keep going on and on forever, I wish it would. I'm gonna miss all the techies, especially Janette, Cara, Mindy, Josh, Cassie, and Amber b/c I don't get to see them that much and they are wonderful people to hang out w/! Hopefully they will all do showcase! That would really make me happy. So during strike it was so much fun. I was getting all dirty and stuff and we were all working as a team and it was so much fun but sad at the same time. I was so hyper and just being myself and it felt good to be myself and not be ashamed b/c i didn't care and it was wonderful! I got to wear some sexy saftey goggles! I got a bunch of random kisses from ppl, lol I kissed some ppl too lol. I definatly have like 4 red kiss marks on me lol! I think doing Les Mis really got me to be more outgoing and just to be more of who I am and not ashamed. Everyone is just so sweet.

So not that Les Mis is over... this weekend or next weekend hopefully I will be getting my lisence if I get in for an appointment. That would be so nice to have my lisence! Go where I want, do what I please w/o depending on someone else for a ride. Showcase will be coming up, hopefully doing a song w/ chelsie and definatly doing a song w/ alyssa. I'm trying out to be a showcase dancer, that will be a blast! I love dancing! I'm thinking of maybe taking up dance or something again. Baton will become active again now that les mis is over. I miss baton. Soiree and Choir will become more active, Can't wait till spring break!!!!! Marching Band, I hope that starts up soon, or atleast meetings or something! I love marching band!

Well I think I am gonna get going, thankyou everyone for making Les Mis wonderful! Lindsey, Kelsey, Drew, Megan, Kyle, Janette, Cassie, Keri, Brady, Doug, and Tyler you will be greatly missed! I love all of you!

~Lesley

Wooo! Yea Les Mis definatly rocks! We had our opening night last night and it was awesome! Everything went perty smooth, there were a couple glitches but nothing to big. I went into school late today. I went in during varsity choir so it was nice to sleep in! I had a quiz third hour, I think I did decently. Yea so the day went ok. My throat is starting to hurt which kinda stinks, hopefully it will get better soon! So I'm excited for the show tonight, it should be wonderful. Rachael and I are going out to eat b4 hand to magic wok so that should be cool. Yea definatly bringing a laundry basket to put all my stuff in, Christin and Kelsey do that and its a really good idea! Its gonna be great to beable to leave all our stuff in the Speech and Theatre room b/c it gets to be a pain in the butt taking it home every day! Welp anywayz time to skidaddle!

Lesley

Well things are frusterating...... Les Mis is going great and stuff, the orchestra is here, and they are great. As smith says they are definatly the icing on the cake! School is going ok, I have a really good grade in math, the best I've had yet.

The thing that has been frusterating are guys.... yes definatly confusing. Ok I kinda liked this kid but my friend likes him now and you can tell. I don't want to compete b/c I dont' like competiting against my friends. And I like this other kid but its like to him I don't exist. We used to be friends and mean something to him i think and its like now I'm nothing. We barley talk anymore, I get a convo once in a while and thats about it. I get confused, I dont' know what guys want. There has to be something wrong w/ me. I want to change! Ive said this b4 and ppl have always told me that they like who i am and blah blah blah, but being who I am just doesn't seem to be cool, I dont' know its really hard to explain.

Wow I'm cold! Our house is freezing, I think a heater is needed! But anywayz my weekend has been perty decent, I got a les mis practice today from 6-1030. That shoudl be exciting! Yesterday was an ok day, Red Robin was a lot of fun! Never forget the random Les Mis advertising! He He! Those ppl prolly thought we were nuts! Which is great b/c we are! It was funny to see a bunch of Les Mis guys come in w/ their hair cut, you could actually see their eyes now!

Today haven't done much, did some runnig around w/ family which was kinda stressful. Got to go shopping at TJ Maxx and I bought 3 shirts and a sweatshirt, woo. Yea so I'm gonna get going, Tschus!

Lesley

Well today was a ok day, definatly wasn't wonderful! Its been a frusterating day but I've been so like perky all day even though things suck! Well b4 1st hour I found out some crappy news errrrr don't even want to go into that. Then third hour had a quiz, 4th hour my friends were talking about another good friend of mine and i couldn't stand it so i just kept walking away, and i told them that I don't like it when they talk crap about my friend while I'm there and she's at the table but she just can't hear, that is even worse. 5th hour had a test which i bsed my way through, 6th hour was flexlab day in german and the sheet we did was stupid and I didn't finish it so I'll get a lower grade even though he said not to worry bout it, and then 7th hour we watched Huck Finn, woo hoo so exciting :-/. Yea so after school me and chelsie did "spring break 2004" conditioning. hehe. Yea that was fun we ran for a bit went to the weight room and we did 4 miles on the bikes, and then we ran some more. i defiantly think i got something out of it, if i don't lose weight or inches or soemthing i'll be pissed!
So I really miss going to youth group, I wanted to go yesterday but i was just to tired, and if I went yg i would have had to go to baton and teach. But I can't wait till I can go to yg again I miss it so much, its like yg keeps me in line and always is the highlight of my week b/c it is one night just dedicated to praising God and its just wonderful! I could be in the worst mood, go there, and just be happy b/c its great!
Well anywayz tomorrow no les mis, don't know what I'm doing yet, may go to Red Robin not sure though. Welp anywayz i got to skidaddle. I'm listening to Jars of Clay right now and I forgot what a wonderful band they were! Woo Go Jars of Clay!(random)

Lester

ERRRR! So I just wrote a whole post and I definatly just hit a button and it all went bye bye.
So anywayz starting over for the second time..... yes i got home from school awhile ago, me and chelsie stayed after to run and use the weight room. we are "soiree spring break" conditioning, hehe! So today was kinda a boring day, nothing to exciting, everyone in les mis i realize is in a bad mood, its really funny when you just sit back and look at how everyone in les mis acts. yea so we got les mis tonight from 6-1030 again, that shoudl be fun. i'm excited to go to practice, i love practice! sure it may be tiring and such but its fun. i'm kinda scared though b/c i'm realizeing that les mis is kinda coming close to the end and its scary. i really don't want it to end. showcase is coming up next, i have no clue what i'm even doing! all i know is that i'm dancing thats about it lol. me and chels may end up doing something though so i hope that works out. welp anywayz i'm out!
Lester

Welp today was an intersting day. I actually did something different for a change. Well so I woke up didn't do anything at all till 3. Then Chels calls and Nick, Chelsie, and I decide to go to the mall and hang out and put random les mis flyers on cars! Yes Mr.Smith would be proud. So we ate some dippin dots and then walked out of the mall and saw Cosette on the ground. It was depressing :'(. But anywayz we went home and then decided to go to a movie. So it was Chelsie, Nick, and I in the car and we had been trying to call Danny for a while and we couldn't get ahold of him. Yes we definalty went to his house and went to the door and asked if he wanted to come. He didn't look like he wanted to come but he said he had $10 bucks, and so we went to pick up Bobbo. So that was fun, i got to sit in the trunk on the way there, hehe. So I'm here now, just thinking about stuff. Just thinking about guys, and how frusterating its been lately, and how i don't know what to do. I'm so confused about things. I want to type more about guys that i like and stuff, but i dont' know how to explain things w/o giving to much away. And if i knew i wouldn't know how to explain how I feel about them. Huff Puff. Welp anywayz I got Les Mis tomorrow from 6-1030 that should be....exciting... yea thats right.

Lester aka Lesley

Well yesterday was a frusterating day. I started getting carnations 1st hour and got 4 through out the day. All of them had notes in them and the last one said to meet this person in practice room 4 at 250. Of course I had les mis at 230 so 7th hour I decided to write a note to Seth. I had heard from various ppl that Seth was gonna ask me out and I definatly wasn't ready for that. I only thought of Seth as a friend and I didn't really know him that well. I told him all that in the note and how I woudl like to start out as friends and possibly have a relationship after that. So after Chelsie and Rachael gave the note to Seth I was totally upset b/c I felt so bad that I was gonna hurt him like that. I don't like hurting people, I don't like being in the position of how someone likes you and you don't like them back. I hate that. But whatcha gonna do? So Seth said he woudl like to hang out and stuff. Thats cool but it woudl always have to be in a group. I am not the person to jsut go hang out w/ a guy me and him. Its to awkward for me. I can't even ride in a car w/ a guy w/o feeling awkward. So yes maybe a relationship will come from this mayb eit won't. I'm not gonna worry about it and I'm not gonna try to force anything on. I just need to act as normal.
So last night I went to a JV Hockey game last night then did random stuff afterwards. It was an okay night. Today I woke up and I found a valentines day present from my mom. I got a smelly candle bear and 2 shirts. Woo! More Clothes. I'm listening to the original cast of les mis right now... I like our version better. Val Jean I dont' think is that good in this one. Phillip is much better, same w/ the bishop. I would comment on others but I'm only in the prolouge, lol. So yes today I"m hopign I can finish up my room and put my curtains up adn my bulletin board up, that would be greatly appreciated. Okay I'm done writing its to long.
Lester

Last night I started writing a song, and today I finished it up. I just wrote the lyrics and such, I'm gonna try to make up music to it later. I've been thinking a lot so this was a way for me to get everything out! Here are the lyrics, tell me what ya think!

"Mixed Signals"

Verse 1:
With my friends not really thinking, throwing glances back at you
I turn around to take a look again, I'm making eye contact with you
Wondering why with you I feel such a strong connection
But I'm ignoring this feeling in fear of rejection
It seems that you may have this feeling too, or am I just wishing for that to be true?

Bridge:
Why do I try so hard knowing I'm not good enough
I didn't know it woudl be so hard to find true love

Chorus:
I'm getting mixed signals
Confusing thoughts go through my head
Maybe this could be the real thing
or have I just been led?

Verse 2:
Walking down the hall just wanting to see you
You walk past with someother girl, I thought I meant something to you
Then I look at you and see that look on your face
I just remind myself that I must not chase

Bridge

Chorus

Refrain:
Wishing that when days are tough I could cry on your shoulder
But everyday without you the night seems to grow colder
I just have to remember I'll never be alone
For the Lords arms ar open and they truley are my home

Chorus:
I'm getting mixed signals
Confusing thoughtrs go through my head
Maybe this could be the real thing
or have i just been led
There are mixed signals
I dont' know what to believe
Mixed signals, Lord its the truth I need to see

So yes, I changed the colors of my Blog and such. Wow definatly took forever to learn how to do it. Thankyou so much Bobbo for helping me with all this technical crap. Bobb and I talked for like an hour just trying to figure out how to change colors and stuff. wow. that takes a lot out of ya. So now I got new colors and now ppl can comment on my diary. I'm sure no on ewill lol but its cool to have just incase. But anywayz I'm out ttyl
Lester

So yes today is finally almost over, well not quite but the school day is. The school day went by medium speed, I was so tired the whole day, but then of course every les mis member is. First hour we got to eat breakfast which was cool and saw the video of the soiree singers who went to florida in 1997. It was really cool to see them dance and stuff b/c they are doing some of the same songs so its cool to compare choreography. Our choreography is so much better! Les mis was cool today, we got out really early. Were gonna do act 2 tomorrow adn then a run thru on friday hopefully. I really love goign to les mis practice, i know sometimes it gets tiring but its so much fun for so many reasons hehe.
Les Mis yesterday was fun it lasted till 10 but it didn't feel that way. Oh and all the mic's were screwed up so I get to enter stage left for a song and exit stage right for that song and i get to stay over there for a butt load of a time. It shoudl be fun though a lot of my close friends are over there.
So tonight I'm hoping to get a lot of sleep! I'm gonna get to bed early... hopefully.
Lester aka Lesley

So I dont' know what I'm doing, I have another blog, but I made a new one hoping it woudl be an updated verson......ummm no. Yea so I have two blogs, I think I may have to delete one. Can someone help me to add pictures adn linx and stuff b/c i dont' know how to do it! Thanx!

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