Well once again I haven't written in a while, I'm gonna try and write more often. But anywayz....School is going okay. Grades are fine and such, classes are good. Marchign BAnd isn't going to well, ppl just really upset me. Im not gonna go into great detail w/ the situation but I'm just not having a good time. I like games and trips and such b/c I'm w/ all my friends but its the other times that suck.... Dan Brim got into a car accident obviously and that upseted me greatly. I went and visited him on Saturday and he's doing okay. Lets just keep him in our prayers. Lets see what else........ Oh I still dont' have a date for homecoming, Matt is trying really hard but it jsut isn't working lol. I borrowed the Green Day CD from Josh and I burnt it and I pretty much have teh intro picking part down on guitarin the song Time of your Life which makes me really happy. My fingers are like raw though. They hurt so back I put masking tape on them at one pt. But anywayz that is how things have been going.

Lesley

Well I guess it is time for an update! This past week was okay. Thursday was Joseph tryouts and I guess those went decently. Said the wrong words and didn't sing my best but I made my first call back so I guess thats fun. I got yelled at that day b/c I asked Mr.Koch if i could leave mb early and i got a lecture but I guess that is to be expected. Friday was quite an interesting day. I don't even want to explain it. But that day was Kims party and such. All I have to say is Argh. The party was cool though! Ummmm yesterday my fam came in from florida and they are staying for a week. Today Hurst and I went ot the Crossroads car show for a bit and then went to homedepot & target to look for a lamp. I came home and I cleaned my room! Its awesomely clean and my mother and I went out later and bout the flooor lamp and its awesomly cool. I can read now when I'm in bed so thats a plus. Well hopefully this week has some exciting positive things in store.

Les

Okay so today was as awesome day! First I'll tell ya about my weekend...... Friday night i spent the night at Jessis and we stayed up till 3 talking, most of it about the same subject too! Ummm lets see what else a bunch of us got together to a softball game and I was the pitcher, it was awesome! I did perty decently too! After that I came home and cleaned then went and played vball w/ friends. Ohhh and then Holly and I decided to delete ppl from out buddy list so we won't try to talk to them and if they really want to talk to us then they will IM us first! :-D So far its worked wonderfully. I realized some stuf over the weekend and I'm a lot happier now! Well on Sunday we had a drama meeting for yg, then went shopping @ meijer, then helped out at the junior high yg. Ummm today my day was awesome day b/c of the stuff i realized over the weekend, baton was ehhhh but it doesnt' matter i still had a good day. Oh We had mb too and that went well! I learned some tap from julie and i came home and practice and I'm perty good! But anywayz I'm out! Love Ya All~

Lesley

Well its wednesday and today i came home and took a 2 hour nap, that was quite refreshing! But anywayz this week has been okay i guess. tomorrow would have been 2 months for aaron and i so that coudl be why its been a crappy week. Thinking alot about the past and what could have been and all that sheise. But anywayz were on good terms i think now so thats good, now i just got to get rid of all my feelings for him. That has kinda been a difficult task. But i'm trying i really am. Ummmmm it rained today at mb and it was a bit chilly! its crazy b/c i had to wear a sweater and yesterday i wore a tank top and shorts! Well tomorrow i have to present a power pt with julie, melissa, and jill, hopefully that will go well. There are a lot of ppl in that class i know such as aaron, matt, zach, and others. I've been talkign to matt a lto during that class. He is awesome to talk to, he seems to understand and can relate to everything that i'm going through so thats awesome. Jessi has been helping a lot also so thats awesome as well! anywayz i guess i'm out

lesley

trying to breakaway just grinning with a lost stare

So today was an okay day i guess. It started off excellent, I was so hyper and so happy, it was wonderful. The day went on, I got tired. 7th hour I walked in to class and Aaron asked if I was mad at him and I told him no not really and such and he said it was his manager w/ him on saturday and that one of the vball players there took the keys from his work or somethign I don't know. But I told him that I wrote him a letter so hopefully he'll read it soon. Ummmmm marching band was decent, after that i came home and alyssa and i wetn to the icecream social and it was crazy times there, it was such a blast though! But anywayz now I'm home and I'm kinda down in teh dumps..... missing aaron a little..... i'm trying not to but its hard.... oh well you'll have that I guess. Its all part of getting ur heart broken. :-/

Lesley

love like you've never been hurt

So yesterday was a decent day. I forget what I did though........ Ohh yea lol. Umm I woke up kinda late but Krista and I hung out for a bit and then a bunch of us got together and played some vball at Hollys but Chad kinda tripped over the net and it collapsed soooo we went to forestview and played some hardcore vball. It was sooo much fun, that most fun i've had in a while. After that we went back to Hollys and went swimming, i did some flips off the diving board so that was cool. Today Hurst and I went to gap outlet store, then to target and frenchtown mall afterwardz Krista, Holly, Ash, Josh, and I went to play tennis at carr park and i did perty decently. I also twirled some baton there. After we went to hursts house watched some 7th heaven, holly and i went and got pizza and we talked a lot about things so thats awesome. went back to hursts and watche dmore 7th heaven. That was about it for my day. Anywayz I'm out.

Lesley

love like you've never been hurt.

Okay so I was at forestview today playing vball w/ some friends and then I look and Aaron pulls up w/ another girl. He decides to walk around to the court, stand there for a little bit and then he leaves. I was a little upset to think he even had the balls to do that but its okay......So Holly, Chelsie, and I decided to go to Big Boy and we had quite the time on our way there! It was quite humorous! We were screaming and yeling and it was awesome! But anywayz after that we go back to forestview and then i have to elave b/c its almost 12. I get home and I'm still a lil upset but my mom comes and talks to me and she said that the best thing to do is maybe forgive aaron for everything he has done to me to hurt me and move on b/c that will be the best thing. So I did that. I wrote him an e-mail saying how i forgive him and how we had somegreat times and such and etc.etc. I feel much better inside I really do. I cant' be mad at someone, that just isn't me. I could care less what he does w/ other girls now, i just want to be on good terms and friends again. I hope it allw orks out.

Anywayz my mother and I went shopping today and I got clothes! Yay! I ate quite a lot today so I'm gonna try and cut back a lot coming up, got to fit into the clothes i just bought! Nighty Night everyone! And btw the old lester is back :-)

Lesley

So I talked w/ aaron like 2 secs ago. And last night he IMed me and said he was sorry, bu ti didn't get the message b/c i was sleeping. I ask him tonight why he was sorry and he said everything, jessi told him that i hated him i guess and i told him that i didnt' hate him it was just that i was upset about the rebound thing. Sooo I asked him if i was a rebound and if there were ne feelings for me the whole tiem. He said i was a rebound but he did have feelings for me. I told him to never do the whole rebound thing to a girl again b/c it hurts a lot, and i dont' wnat someone to have the feelings i have. But i realize now that everything is over. I'm not gonna worry abou this crap ne more, its over, i'm thru, i have the whole truth now hopefully. Sure I guess i'll prolly miss him and stuff every now and then, but its for the best, we just don't work out together. The End.